...

U are the only reason why i breath.

Just don't forget about me... cause without u my lungs are useless.

This is not about u anymore.

I'm not going to cry a river if that is what u expect. I will ignore the fact that u are so important in my life. I can. I can do anything i want to. I won't feel guilty anymore. I deserve so much more ;)

U are in this thin line between importance and indifference. And now i feel free, u wont take that away from me. I will leave my worries aside. And tonight i'm proud to say that i'm worth it. Cause all this love and all that tears doesnt mean a thing. I'm able to move along without you. Out there i have the whole world to discover, to found something better. And i'm not going to reject more opportunities.

I miss you like hell.

I miss you. Without you, my life is just empty. I miss how we used to be, all those nights and all those days thinking about you. I still think about you. But now my face turns sad. Maybe i'm wrong with my decision, but don't lie to me and say that all is okay. Is not okay. Living my life without kissing that lips is not okay. So, try to understand me. Try to understand that my life is pretty complicated, and when i'm in love i like to give all of me. And i can't. That's frustrating.

I miss the way u looked at me and suddenly told me "damn, you are beautiful". I miss looking at that sweet face. I can't live without you. I love you too much, i can't deny this. Even when i'm trying this hard to forget you, i realize that i can't. I love you with all my strength. And maybe i'm a little afraid cause u are so fucking perfect to me. And that makes me think you are going to hurt me.

Don't ever change. And please, love me. Forever. Cause i'm able to do anything for you. I will fight for you, i will make you smile everytime you need it and i will hold you tight... so u won't fall. You just have to say the right words and then i will be yours. All yours. And i will do whatever i have to do, to make you happy. I will live just for you.

But it's hard to accept that i was mistaken. And yes, i was mistaken. Could you forgive me?

I was here first.

Yes, i'm thinking of him and all of the things we could have done. About how happy i am when he just smile or when he just bite his lips. But... No, i won't tell him anymore.

Our dream.

I know that someday we will make our dream come true. You just gotta help me a bit doing things like loving me all my life.

Breathless.

.

I'm just a simple girl blinded by ur smile.

You jump, i jump.

I can't fall ashleep. I can't. My mind tells me over and over again "You don't belong here, you should go with him. Leave it all behind"

I'd love that.

I'd love to kiss him every morning, being his forever. Make it all easy and live the life we have always wanted. Nothing in between, not even distance. I'd love to hold him and tell me that everything will be alright, that if he loves me... i will make him happy. One way or another. It will be my only purpose. His smile.

Today i'm lying down, and i can't sleep. I wanna get out of here, make him mine. But... reality always hit my hopes.

Fúmate la vida.

Espérame, pero no sentado. Aún me quedan muchas decepciones y muchos fracasos por recorrer. Aún tengo que darme cuenta de que la vida se fuma hasta el final. Y cuando tenga lo mío, tendremos lo nuestro. Como debe ser.

Good ones go.

Los buenos son los que se acaban yendo... si esperas demasiado.

Fuck urself.

Eyes.

*Que sí, que sí. Que ya me conozco yo tus historias.

*Quién te las cuenta?

*Tus ojos, por ejemplo.

*Si mis ojos fuesen capaces de hablar, solo hablarían de ti.

*Hablan tanto de mí, que se han olvidado de llorar.

*Para qué iban a llorar?

*Pregúntaselo a los míos, que es lo único que saben hacer.

*y por qué lloras?

*Porque tú solo sabes mirarme con los ojos.

Eternal.

You are eternal... fuckin eternal.

I know you worth it. i know you are the most perfect thing in this eyes of mine. But I have some doubts. I'm not sure if your eyes are, in fact, blue or green. Nevermind... your lips are still perfect. I know you are such unattainable dream, a dream that i'm always trying to catch at night... but that's running through my fingers. You are my hope, my wish, my mind. And yea, you don't want to be my middlepoint but you are a great part of me. My favourite part. Just wait for me... until the lights come off and i will follow you into the dark.

My story.

Y la mía es mejor que la leas entrelineas.

El comienzo de la cima.

Una montaña no se empieza desde arriba, no. Se empieza desde abajo e incluso a veces, desde mucho más abajo donde nuestros pies ni siquiera rozan. Lo importante no es la distancia que te queda hasta llegar hasta ella, si no lo que estás dispuesto a hacer para no quedarte abajo.

A veces quiero ser tú.

Guárdame un poquito de esa fuerza tan devastadora que tienes. Guárdame esas risas y esos comentarios malhablados que incluso en los peores momentos eres capaz de soltar. Guárdame esos consejos y esa creatividad. Guárdame esas locuras y esos disfraces que no son más que la prueba de tu maravillosa imaginación.

Guárdame todas esas cosas para cuando me falten a mí.

I can feel it.

I don't want people to know how i'm feeling. I don't want my friends, my family or even my best friend knows what is on my mind. The reason is easy. I don't want them to worry about something that i, personally, don't give a fuck. Why? Because i know better days are coming. I know that maybe today is cloudly but tomorrow i'm sure we can sunbathe. Some days i feel really low, but... that's my personality. There is no point to talk anyone about it. Yea, let me cry... and then when i feel good, take me out and let's some fun :) That's how i work.

.

Don't lie to me. I know you better than your shadow.

Hell yea!

Our game.

B.

Where the fuck are these butterflies when i need them?

Fucking truth

will work for diamonds.

Life.

No.No.No.No.No.No.No.

Stop lying to yourself. Life is unfair. Yes. It is. You will always screw things up and then you will not find the way to fix things. Never. And... better don't fixing, cause things will get worse. You know that... everything will explode at your face. Yea, will explode ar your sweet and cute smile. So stop smiling. Realize that somewhere someone really hates you. A lot. So... take yout heels and destroy what destroys you.

your amusement park.

LIFE IS A ROLLER COASTER.

You can either scream everytime you hit a bumb. Or you can throw your hands up in the air and enjoy it.

We make sense.

Unspoken secrets.

I feel so empty without you... or maybe i'm just hungry.